Over these past few nights, I keep feeling like i’m in my own whirlpool of confusion, insecurity and just being miserable from time to time. In all honesty, I have tried to just stop thinking (as i always do) , it does work just for awhile. But once i’m all alone in the wee hours of the night it comes back again. This creeping uneasiness that drives me crazy. Having a fight in your own mind can be really tiring, at times I feel like I am just barely clutching onto my sanity. I guess the only thing that is helping me to calm the fuck down are my new decorations. Hopefully it would remind me of what has passed on and what is. Perhaps over these next few days or soon, things would turn for the better as I try to sort my mind out.
